Plain Jane's Worries
Some people say life is full of mistakes; that if you didn't make any your life would be boring. I think thats bull shit. My life is boring because I've made many mistakes and that's exactly why my life is boring. I was afraid to make new friends, I let people use me as a doormat, I questioned my abilities, never had the confidence to tell people to shut the hell up.......there's so many things that are wrong with me. God, please help me to overcome all these things. As I sit here in my room, I promise this is the last day anyone will abuse me. Not that teacher who didn't even hear my concerns, not the guy at the airport who pushed me out of the way so he could get into the elevator, not my friends whom I bought so many presents for yet they didn't even get me anything for my birthday.I always wonder what makes people not listen when I'm talking. Is it because of the way I look or because they already know I'm a push-over? Like I said this is the last time I'll let anyone push me around. I won't take friends for granted. I'll stop hanging out with the ones who don't appreciate me because my life is already over flowing with crap. I don't need to add to it. I'm going to tell my family that I love them and talk to them more often because they are the only ones who will never let me down.
This blog, among other things, will chronicle my changes from a girl to an independent woman.
posted by Plain Jane @ 12:03 AM
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